
The Sacred Dance of Endings and Endurance
- Leigh Marie
- May 6
- 4 min read
A journey through life's sacred rhythms of closure, preservation, and transformation,
Sun transiting to Gene Key 42
Expectation (Shadow)
Detachment (Gift)
Celebration (Siddhi)
Physiology - Small Intestine - INDIGESTIBLE ANGER conflict with an element of lack
When we put together the shadow of expectation with the conflict of indigestible anger we can see how this very shadow can hold us back. To be constantly sitting in the shadow of expectation, stops us from really feeling into the flow of life. GK 42 is about letting go and detaching so we can fully celebrate life. We cannot access this gift without releasing the need to control the outcome (expectation).
You can ask yourself:
What situation, emotion or memory am I really struggling to fully let go of or accept? And where am I still mentally or emotionally holding onto anger and resentment? What situation are you needing to release (digest)?
Expectation can cause us to hold onto things that you cannot digest, accept or process - usually this will be figuratively, like a situation or an event you can’t “break down” or “get past.”
Think about what is on your mind.
This week as we work through this shadow, we may be feeling it in our stomachs. We may have bloating or cramping, these “symptoms” are the body healing; as we let SHIT go… literally!! As we start to step aside and release expectation, we live more in the divine flow of detachment, in that space we feel free and tension is released.
This transit is asking you to surrender more to the cycles of life with an air of celebration. Understanding that rebirth comes in all forms and it’s not to be feared or resisted.
Earth transits to programme partner Gene Key 32
Failure (Shadow) Preservation (Gift) Veneration (Siddhi)
Physiology: Lymph system - Conflict is SELF DEVALUATION with a theme of “your ability to handle challenges”
Earth is your challenge -
This Gene key is about holding yourself through the challenges of life and knowing that it holds a key in your evolution. That instead of living with the failure, you embrace it with every part of you, all the events that take place, you trust them. You allow it all to strip you back so you can start to see and feel it from another perspective with an inner knowing that it all has its place on your journey.
With this shadow holding a self devaluation and the suns shadow of indigestible anger with lack, you can see how they both play out. The more anger you hold onto where you feel that you are lacking (victim), the more you will continue to devalue yourself. No one likes to hold onto anger, no one like to feel that feeling. So ultimately it creates disharmony within and you will struggle to deal with challenges and react in anger, and the knock on effect will be devaluing yourself for not being strong enough and for reacting in that way.
The Sun in 42 teaches surrender, flow, and celebration of all the endings.
The Earth in 32 teaches instinct, wisdom, and survival. So you know what has value and what you should endure to evolve. Together they invite you to practice DISCERNING SURRENDER 🙏🏼
Contemplative Questions:
💭 Where in my life am I holding onto expectations?
💭 What cycle or chapter is being asked of me to complete; even if part of me is still resisting to let go?
💭 What have I been trying to “digest” emotionally and spiritually, and am I ready to release or change perspective on this?
💭 What aspects of my life, relationships or work carries true value that deserves my time, care and preservation?
💭 How can I tell the difference between what I need to surrender and what I need to endure to evolve?
This week look at where you celebrate the ending of something, not to see it as a loss but as a part of the greater life cycle 🌀
Think about how your body is reflecting all these patterns - what is my digestion or the flow of energy revealing to me right now? Where am I feeling sluggish and slow?
The transit of the next 6 days, invites us into a sacred dance between release and preservation. The cycles and rhythm of nature itself, playing out its truths within. Surrender to each part, the planting, the rooting, the blossoming and the withering. Celebrating all endings and knowing when endurance is needed, to push us further into our true selves.
Walk this time with grace, trust the intelligence of your body, follow your instincts and surrender to the great cycle of life!
~ Leigh-Marie
How this plays out for you on a personal level, will depend on the location this is in your chart and what house these keys resides in. For a personal transit reading where I fuse Gene Keys, GNM and the Quantum aspects together, please check out my offerings of message me directly.
All transit updates are using true sidereal astrology placements. Please take what resonates and leave the rest








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